I Am Worthy

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tryingnottobinge-deactivated201 asked: No you're the bestest x infinity +1! Ha ha and try to forgive yourself for binging. It's behind you now, all you can do is get back on track :)

I actually did something I’ve never done before yesterday- regardless of my binge, I actually wrote down everything I ate yesterday.  Logging everything everyday seems more realistic I suppose… So I decided that regardless of unhealthy eating yesterday, NOT writing it down doesn’t mean it never happened.  Starting a new day today! 

tryingnottobinge-deactivated201 asked: I'm pretty good. I can't complain. I'm doing some weight training, trying to build some muscle since I am in horrible physical shape LOL. So you want to be an actress!? That's awesome! I'm an artist too but I've only acted in elm. school and I'm more of a studio artist ha ha. I really hope you believe in yourself. Its the ONLY factor in success. You are a star, I can tell. And sorry your weight loss is going slow (believe me I understand what it feels like). But STICK TO ITTTTTT! You rock hun :D

thank you so much! what a great pick me up after a haayyyuuugeee binge! (oooops)

and I do believe in myself. I always have.  (wish I could translate that kind of power to the weight loss realm. hmm)

anyways. I’m going to start meticulously WRITING down everything I eat. I hate fuckin’ phone apps. they drive me nuts. and drinking a LOT of water.  I’m starting this tomorrow because I binged today and I don’t want today to be on my record. bla. 

thanks for the encouragement, man, you’re the bestest. :)

kateordie:

A new comic about double standards!

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this would be my father. hahaa.

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I just wanted to let you know I totally support you, I have been in the SAME EXACT boat lol. I Have always wanted to act but was afraid of judgement, but I Just recently told my parents I am saving to go to a acting school in nyc and even though they are skeptical they did support me which is great. I think anyone who thinks they can do, can and will. I wish you the best and I hope you continue to post on your progress, Ill be following it!

I’m having a really hard time trying to find support for my weight loss. I’m OBESE. and no one cares.  instead of encouraging me, they talk about their own progress/lack of progress.  

my mom is the worst.  she, as my parent, made me become this way. my entire life I’ve been eating like shit because I never had home-cooked meals or anything.  my entire life I’ve been preparing food for myself (since I was 7).  And what do 7 year olds want to eat? they want yummy stuff, and no vegetables.  and thats what my mom allowed. 

today, I tried pointing that out to her: that when I was hungry as a CHILD, I learned how to make maccaroni and cheese, grilled cheese, frozen pizzas, frozen burritos, waffles, pop-tarts, and cereal.  I LIVED off of this stuff because my parents not only allowed it, but enabled it. 

Its frustrating because I know this is where my ED came from.  No one should ever let their child choose their nutrition, and no child should ever be left to their own devices.  They will choose sugar and carbs, they will not choose the healthier option.  So after years of having to take care of myself, I wound up harming myself and developing a disorder.

After trying to bring this up with my mom, she agreed: that SHE herself only really eats carbs, and then started going on and on about how SHE needs to lose weight and start eating healthy.  Just so everyone knows, my  mom is at a healthy weight, and I’m considered very obese. 

I don’t know what to do with this frustration, how to conquer my ED, and how to move forward by living a healthy life.  I obviously know what needs to be done, and how to do it, (diet and exercise) but I haven’t been able to do that my entire life. 

I don’t know what to do. 

tryingnottobinge-deactivated201 asked: Hey you! How are ya'?

oh ya know. still struggling it up. I’m actually waiting to hear back from my doctor concerning what I should do for my next step in my whole weight loss progress. since I’ve made no progress in 5 months, she said she might recommend to put me on phentermine (?) for a month or so.

HOW ARE YOU?! :)

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imnolonger-yourmuse:

I started following this girl and her whole dash ended up these. And her last post. I can’t even say words. Anons took her life. If that okay with you, then carry on with your day. If you agree this is unacceptable and okay, then reblog and spread the word. What you say can actually change a persons life! So help out

No matter what type of blog you have you should reblog it.

Forever reblogging :/

I reblog this everytime i see it on my dash

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ccrayon:

Andrew Garfield’s superhero moment at Comic-Con..

#you know that post #that’s all ‘if i was famous i’d go to cons #in really bad cosplay of my character #and then be all i am that character!’ #yeah 

Those people lit up.

yayayaya!

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tryyiinnggg

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weigh in: after eating healthily and exercising for a week, on top of working about 60 hours this last week the results are in.

I LOST NOTHING.

not even a fraction of a pound.

I am so fucking discouraged you don’t even know.  It’d be one thing if this was my first time giving a shit and trying, but it certainly is NOT.

I’ve been trying for 8 years. thus my name on tumblr. 

:(

watermelonfresca:

WATERMELONS

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change-it-work-it-feel-it:

Do it for Ryan.

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